JESSICA OF SNSD IS JAEJOONG'S GIRLFRIEND WHILE XIAH'S GIRLFRIEND IS TAEYEON!!! THIS IS NOT A LIE, a SENIOR from SM entertainment said it through call and text and SAESANG'S WERE also THE ONE's That SAID IT...i dont know what im feeling at the moment...im still shocked... also additional news---> YOONA of snsd is DONGHAE'S (suju) girlfriend, while YURI is SHINDONG'S girlfriend....FANS of SUJU and DBSK...what can you say??????

Tags: i dunno what im feeling
Current Mood: morose

im ashamed of the fact that sometimes I have to lie, I hate  to lie but in situations were im threading on is dangerous grounds that all I can do is save myself.

Tags: ashemed of, writer's block

Everyday, I look and continually watch youre face...but why...why dont you look at me too...why must we hide what we truly feel... everytime I see you trying to impress other girls at different shows, my heart feels like weeping, at night you ask me if im okay, I smile and say "ne, kwaen-ch'an a" but after you leave and take care of the others silent tears fall... each day....another day that I have to endure alone..... when will that day come when we finally say what we truly feel within our hearts.... for now.... i just have to endure...